In the unforgettable words of Simi - ...Collox!! (Me: ) Huh? (Simi: ) Oh...I tried to say college and bollox at the same time...from now on any thing to do with College that is bollox is collox! Mwhahahaha.

She was talking about French history but I have a different type of collox to deal with, money. >w<

The government gave me no grant.
My parents can't/ won't support me.
I can't, no matter how hard I try, get a job.

I do however have to try and pay my accomadation for next semester by the end of the month. (1,800 - if not more...) And my bank repayment needs to be made. (360)

How much is in my account...1,000

It sucks because I love college, there are plenty of people here - just 'cause - and they can afford to. I never go out drinking or clubbing - most students I know can afford to out every night. I know this is me simply being bitter - but maybe I'm allowed to be.

This is all I've ever wanted from life was to be able to study, and enjoy it, I can't even do that - whenever I study I'm too worried about money to enjoy it...I know this is what I want. I've spent all my holidays (between job hunting) trying to improve my standard of English and work on my Japanese. I love it. So, why can't I stay?



So...if anyone has 2,000 floating around? Or alternatively you could be very supportive and commission me. I specialise in pet portraits but will consider anything. I realise my gallery is a biiit out of date but, lacking a scanner (and the means to buy one)... I will try and photo some new stuff though, so you have a better idea of my standard.

Anyway, PM if you're interested.

Amy